I believe i am single today because i enjoy being with myself and i honestly do not wish to deal with the dramas of potentially serious romantic relationships. I have been single for 10 years. I am in a loveship with myself and practicing everyday to remind myself that I am my own first love. I have been through a lot in romantic relationships and I’ve been hurt as as done some of the hurt. I’ve been cheated on, I’ve cheated, fights, done really awful things, awful things done to me, I’ve crushed hard, I’ve liked hard….but I’ve never loved hard. I never been in love and i never have loved hard and maybe it’s because God wanted me to love myself hard first? I believe this is true. You are your own first love and you have to be with you when the relationships are there and when they are gone. My new video is up on my YT channel and i hope that my transparency assists someone with moving away from outside validation and into the self love arena. Thank you for watching and please feel free to SHARE and SUBSCRIBE.
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