Friendly Reminder

Hey Beloveds!

Here is friendly reminder I carry with me in my phone and I wanted to share it with you…

Remind yourself that even when you mess up….God’s restoration is close behind. No matter what you are his child, his creation and you will always in all ways be taken care of. Even when you mess up you are lovingly placed back on the right path renewed, stronger, bolder than before. The sorrow never lasts for too long so be open and receptive to the miracles that are here for you. EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING is working out for your greater good

xxbeeniexx

 

 

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STORYTIME: I Put Up My Boundaries

Hey Beloveds,

Have you ever met someone who says something and it triggers you and you have no idea why but if they say that thing to you one more time you will explode? Yeah that’s what this video is about…

Putting up boundaries is tough and scary. We’ve been programmed to make sure that we are liked by everybody around us which is bullshit. We can’t control how other people feel about us. We can’t control their perceptions of us. The only thing we can control is how we decide to act and be around people. Everyday we must acknowledge and flow into being the type of person we would want to be….which is OURSELVES.

If someone doesn’t like you for being you and putting up boundaries and saying no…well sucks for them because you are awesome..it’s their loss.

In my latest video I put up my boundaries with a co-worker and this is what happened.

7 Random Things About Me

Hey Beloveds,

I share a lot of personal stuff with you but how about the random stuff only my close friends and family know about me? Well let me let you guys in some interesting facts about me in my latest video.

Let me know in the comments below some interesting and random things about you!

xxbeeniexx

Self-Care is SAVING ME

Hey Beloveds,

We’ve heard so much about self care and self care practices and spiritual practices to help us to heal and to show ourselves the nurturing me we deserve. Up until recently self care was just face masks and the occasional affirmation while I oil my body up after a shower. But because of going through a bit of a rough time spiritually my self care practices have become more intentional.

I have found ways to make this season more enjoyable from the smallest things to the most important things. I need my self-care. Without it I would crumble back into old ways. Self care is the beautiful practice of tending to yourself when nobody else is tending to you. What are some of your self care practices?

PSALM 91

Hey beloveds!

Get your Bibles out because today’s video is about the bible verse that truly replenishes me and renews me when life as a human starts to get a little too tough.

What are your favorite bible verses?

xxbeeniexx

I Feel

…myself searching for deeper.

looking for resources that are true to me.

something new.

resonate. vibrate. alignment.

GOD GIVES US HOPE IN HOPELESSNESS

Hey Beloveds~

At the darkest of hours God gives us a blessing to tell us to hold on while on our individual journeys. 2016 was super hard but allowed me to navigate who I am in this world a little but better.

In 2016 I had all my mercury fillings taken out and replaced with the white fillings which caused me to get an infection which led to a root canal and a $1,000 tooth. I got bed bugs and had to do my laundry 2x a week. I got out of a relationship. I got scammed out of  about $200 on PayPal. I thought i was moving out of my old apt then got told to pay even more the day I was going to move in. I basically was living off ramen noodles. It was a pretty shitty year.

But then things started to turn around when I got a well paying part time job. Booked my first national commercial. Booked 2 episodes on Showtime’s Shameless. Booked my first voice over role. All of these things happened in the same year. And I believe it’s because God needed me to hold on because when all of that crappy stuff was happening I was so sure of going home and just calling it quits.

In my latest video I go into depth about God’s glory being shown in my life and i hope this encourages you to keep going in during your struggle season.

xxbeeniexx

 

 

SELF FULL SEPTEMBER // MY SCAR

This is really the first time I am openly speaking about my scar. Doing the work of fully accepting myself has allowed me to conquer all weirdness, ugliness worry around my scar. The thing is our scars, both internal and physical, are US. Accepting them and moving with them through this journey allows others to accept them as well.

 

If you are ready to experience true healing and acceptance of self follow me on Instagram and send me a DM to register for my be.LOVE.education self love course

peace + ease = your life

August.

angst pushes us to take the leap of faith.

while patience + peace will birth the life of your dreams.

Angst is that feeling in your soul that you know the life your living, the partner your with, the mundane are not serving you to the fullest. Angst pushes you to quit your job and move to a new country without telling anyone. Angst pushes you to finally stand up for yourself and ask for what your soul has been aching for. Angst is the catalyst needed to push you into your next level.

While you are living in and on your next level it will be challenging. It will be tough. There will be moments of ease + flow and moments of what the hell is going on. But when you are here do not use angst to get you to the next level. Angst can hurt you when used improperly or irresponsibly. In these moments of challenge + hardship focus back on what pushed your soul in the first place. Focus on the fact that GOD needed you to do what you’ve been assigned to do. In those moments rely on patience that what you desire will come to you soon through all the hard work you are doing. And rely on peace. Peace of mind without a sprinkle of doubt about where you are going and who you’ll be when you get there. Peace in the FACT that GOD is literally with you the entire way. Through patience and peace you are able to be still and hear from the Divine the right moves to take and the wrong people to stay away from. Through peace + patience you will give way to your best and highest and all the things you deeply Divinely deserve.

angst pushes us to take the leap of faith.

while patience + peace will birth the life of your dreams.