Wither

When you are with her you wither. Your back bends to her pain. You become a fraction of yourself. You know it’s wrong but your heart tells you this is what love feels like. Oh but beloved don’t you know the heart is deceitful thing and should not be trusted?

When you are with yourself you are tall. You are strong. You see yourself clearly. In your eyes there is glitter and there is spirit so raw and so pure like honey.

When you are with her you shrink, you become sour, you wither.

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You Are Magic

Your are magic beloved.

You come from essence.

In this life we forget that. But our job while on this journey is to unlearn to relearn.

You are magic. Look at you. So beautiful. So pure. You are magic.

Life will get you down. The human journey will have you questioning yourself.

You don’t understand why your blessings are going unanswered.

But remember you are Magic. Worry, Doubt, Fear are not part of your natural biology.

You.

Are.

Magic.

xxbeeniexx

WHO are YOU Concerned with?

Hey Guys!

We are already in our third week of 2016. With Mercury Retrograde going on it kinda feels like the new year didn’t happen and I’m constantly having to remind myself to be conscious of the new thoughts and energy I set for myself for this year. Is it just me or do you feel like sitting back relaxing until Mercury gets its’ stuff together? Let me know in the comments below.

But onto what this post is really about. A few weeks ago I was working on a business program that motivates people to get out of their own way and get their businesses off the ground. It’s pretty awesome check it and her (Cyndie Spiegel) out http://www.cyndiespiegel.com. In one of the modules the program asked us what is stopping us and who are we concerned with? Are we concerned about the opinions of outsider judgement. Do we think we can’t handle criticism? Who else will live your life for you?

I have to admit it is hard to live the way you really really want to live without thinking about those you love and care about the most. I struggle with this everyday. But it’s a lesson that I needed to learn during this life. How confident am I in myself to live my life my way? I’m not trying to run down the street naked and wailing at the top of my lungs. But I want to be able to do certain things without thinking about what others might say and if they do say stuff (which they will) having the ability to not let it effect in me at all.

Who Are You Concerned With? Is it your old self? Your old way of life? Old friends who might say really messed up stuff or laugh about you behind your back? Let them laugh. It’s your life. You get to live it. Right Here. Right Now. So this year continue to ask yourself who are you concerned with and will this person EVER be able to live your life for you?

xxBeeniexx

 

Everything Will Be So Good…

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Why so much stress?

Why so much worry?

We are children of God

Made in his image. Connected to Source.

We know we will be alright.

We know this is not the end but only the beginning.

So sit back. Relax. And prepare to be overcome with blessings

xxBeeniexx

It’s Okay To Feel

It’s okay to feel..

to feel sad

to feel mad

to feel annoyed

to feel like nothing will work out

to feel down

to feel up

to feel happy

to feel like everything will eventually work out

to feel comfortable

to feel loved

You are allowed to feel. Human.

xxBeeniexx

Make Peace With Your Decisions

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I just made some beautiful decisions and I have so much peace about them. 🙏🏿

Sometimes we feel anxiety about choices we make in life. Anxiety stems from Fear and fear stems from not trusting yourself, God and the Universe.

Just breathe. Seek advice from those who have never led you astray. Breathe. Make the decision. Concrete decision. Pray. Go back to your dope daily routines.

Being fearful or anxious about decisions are distractions. Don’t get distracted love, you are always supported. Always.

 xxBeeniexx

Be In The Fucking Moment

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I am going through a transitional phase and I would usually be freaking out but I am calm. There is nothing I can do in this moment except be in it. All I want to do is plan and solve problems before they arise, my mind just wants to overthink and overreact. But I will not. Los Angeles 9:39pm.



Be In The Fucking Moment.
You see where you are going. You’ve visualized it and you know you can manifest awesome shit. But you might be at a place where you are not feeling your current situation at all. It’s hard to not resist what you don’t want to do. TRUST ME I KNOW!
But you have a choice.I have a choice.We have a choice. Choose to resist or choose to be in the moment and putting goodness into where you are no matter what. 
This is a major life lesson for myself, with all the books and meditations, affirmations I do…..it’s not easy but this month I’m gunna be in the fucking moment. How bout you?

✨sprinkles of spiritual sassiness✨