peace + ease = your life


angst pushes us to take the leap of faith.

while patience + peace will birth the life of your dreams.

Angst is that feeling in your soul that you know the life your living, the partner your with, the mundane are not serving you to the fullest. Angst pushes you to quit your job and move to a new country without telling anyone. Angst pushes you to finally stand up for yourself and ask for what your soul has been aching for. Angst is the catalyst needed to push you into your next level.

While you are living in and on your next level it will be challenging. It will be tough. There will be moments of ease + flow and moments of what the hell is going on. But when you are here do not use angst to get you to the next level. Angst can hurt you when used improperly or irresponsibly. In these moments of challenge + hardship focus back on what pushed your soul in the first place. Focus on the fact that GOD needed you to do what you’ve been assigned to do. In those moments rely on patience that what you desire will come to you soon through all the hard work you are doing. And rely on peace. Peace of mind without a sprinkle of doubt about where you are going and who you’ll be when you get there. Peace in the FACT that GOD is literally with you the entire way. Through patience and peace you are able to be still and hear from the Divine the right moves to take and the wrong people to stay away from. Through peace + patience you will give way to your best and highest and all the things you deeply Divinely deserve.

angst pushes us to take the leap of faith.

while patience + peace will birth the life of your dreams.



When you are with her you wither. Your back bends to her pain. You become a fraction of yourself. You know it’s wrong but your heart tells you this is what love feels like. Oh but beloved don’t you know the heart is deceitful thing and should not be trusted?

When you are with yourself you are tall. You are strong. You see yourself clearly. In your eyes there is glitter and there is spirit so raw and so pure like honey.

When you are with her you shrink, you become sour, you wither.

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You Are Magic

Your are magic beloved.

You come from essence.

In this life we forget that. But our job while on this journey is to unlearn to relearn.

You are magic. Look at you. So beautiful. So pure. You are magic.

Life will get you down. The human journey will have you questioning yourself.

You don’t understand why your blessings are going unanswered.

But remember you are Magic. Worry, Doubt, Fear are not part of your natural biology.





WHO are YOU Concerned with?

Hey Guys!

We are already in our third week of 2016. With Mercury Retrograde going on it kinda feels like the new year didn’t happen and I’m constantly having to remind myself to be conscious of the new thoughts and energy I set for myself for this year. Is it just me or do you feel like sitting back relaxing until Mercury gets its’ stuff together? Let me know in the comments below.

But onto what this post is really about. A few weeks ago I was working on a business program that motivates people to get out of their own way and get their businesses off the ground. It’s pretty awesome check it and her (Cyndie Spiegel) out In one of the modules the program asked us what is stopping us and who are we concerned with? Are we concerned about the opinions of outsider judgement. Do we think we can’t handle criticism? Who else will live your life for you?

I have to admit it is hard to live the way you really really want to live without thinking about those you love and care about the most. I struggle with this everyday. But it’s a lesson that I needed to learn during this life. How confident am I in myself to live my life my way? I’m not trying to run down the street naked and wailing at the top of my lungs. But I want to be able to do certain things without thinking about what others might say and if they do say stuff (which they will) having the ability to not let it effect in me at all.

Who Are You Concerned With? Is it your old self? Your old way of life? Old friends who might say really messed up stuff or laugh about you behind your back? Let them laugh. It’s your life. You get to live it. Right Here. Right Now. So this year continue to ask yourself who are you concerned with and will this person EVER be able to live your life for you?



Everything Will Be So Good…

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Why so much stress?

Why so much worry?

We are children of God

Made in his image. Connected to Source.

We know we will be alright.

We know this is not the end but only the beginning.

So sit back. Relax. And prepare to be overcome with blessings


It’s Okay To Feel

It’s okay to feel..

to feel sad

to feel mad

to feel annoyed

to feel like nothing will work out

to feel down

to feel up

to feel happy

to feel like everything will eventually work out

to feel comfortable

to feel loved

You are allowed to feel. Human.


Make Peace With Your Decisions


I just made some beautiful decisions and I have so much peace about them. 🙏🏿

Sometimes we feel anxiety about choices we make in life. Anxiety stems from Fear and fear stems from not trusting yourself, God and the Universe.

Just breathe. Seek advice from those who have never led you astray. Breathe. Make the decision. Concrete decision. Pray. Go back to your dope daily routines.

Being fearful or anxious about decisions are distractions. Don’t get distracted love, you are always supported. Always.